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All I can say is…wow. Not a good feeling. 
Officer Darren Wilson’s gofundme has more money donated than Michael Brown’s memorial fund. White privilege at it’s finest. 
I don’t usually post about stuff like this, but please share this in hopes of more people donating to Michael Brown’s family. You can find the gofundme page: here.


A girl shows her decorated hands during a bridal competition show in  Peshawar, Pakistan.

just wanted to thank my followers for their concern regarding my recent mental state. there has been a lot of really, really awful situations that i’ve been placed in within the last 2 weeks and i literally couldn’t handle it all at once. i did call the suicide hotline and they didn’t really help. i really wanted everything to end. i don’t think i have ever felt that much emotional pain in my life. i spent over 20 hours in my bed as miserable as i have ever been. even once i was able to get out of bed, i couldn’t leave my house for another 2 days because i couldn’t stop crying. i couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, i was crying so hard that i threw up. that’s the bad news. the good news is that i have pulled through it. i honestly didn’t think i would/could this time. it was terrifying. i am smiling again, i haven’t cried in 2 days, i try not to think about the things that happened, i am trying to think of the future. and i want to be alive for my future, i don’t want to give up. i want to be better than hurting myself.. i don’t want to hurt myself ever again. thank you so much for messaging me and showing you care. i’m sorry i scared some of you. things are getting better, i’ll keep looking up. <3



just gonna say this: if someone has social anxiety and they ask you something akin to ‘are you mad at me’ or ‘do you hate me’, it isn’t because they don’t trust you, it’s because their brain literally tells them that all the time

it’s not a personal slight, it’s insecurity caused by mental illness




I wonder if he felt
my hairs all stand on
when he said
“i’m sorry,
but we can still be friends”
I wonder if he felt the
tears rush to my eyes and fall
one after
another, down my face I
wonder if his mind flashed back to the first kiss to the
first “I love you” to the first
month and to the first year
of our lives together
like mine
I wonder if he remembered his
“I will never leave - I love you”
I wonder if he meant
I wonder if he meant anything he ever said.
I wonder why i wasn’t
I wonder if I will ever be good enough for anybody.
I wonder if my eyes sparkle in the same light that will give someone the same shivers as his eyes
did to me.
I wonder if he will ever find anyone that makes it seem like
I was never there,
like I had never kissed him
like I had not heard the same words
from his
I wonder if the moments of intimacy that we shared
are ones that he won’t forget or just ones that he
won’t remember.
I wonder why I always find myself
back here
what am I doing wrong?
I always hear
“you’re a pretty girl”
“you could have any guy you want”
“you must not have a hard time finding a date”
and through
clenched teeth, clenched fists.
through teary eyes and over scarred wrists.
I smile and nod.
of course
of course, everything is so
I wonder why I am still here.
I wonder why I even bother

loving the sun today ❤☀
Love my new hair ^_^ dark brown to medium brown ombre with 18&#8221; extensions
Professional shit disturber.
hey :) i'm sorry if this question is too personal/awkward, but do your hip piercings ever get hurt when you have sex? lol i'm thinking about getting mine pierced and i'm trying to figure out if it'd be worth it

i don’t have hip piercings anymore but i did have them for 2.5 years, and no they never really got in the way of sex, but they definitely got caught on my pants and pretty much everything else too… and it is painful. but yes they are worth it because they look awesome. the only thing you should be aware of is the fact that yes they will get caught on a lot of stuff and also they leave really nasty scars. in my opinion, they’re still worth it though. i think about getting mine back from time to time but now i hula hoop every day and that would just be a disaster waiting to happen :p

I always kinda forget how many tattoos I have until I see myself in a bikini lol